Tuesday, September 22, 2009 Y
Dear Me..
Wow.. At last i went out today.. Phew & i thought that i was a dead at home the whole week.. :)
Today went to my NS Division to claim something with my NS buddy.. HAha.. While waiting saw this girl crying.. I was shock & don't know what to do lorr.. So i just sit there like dumb.. But offer her tissue.. Since she was crying badly.. Don't want to know what happen.. Nanti busybody kate kan.. Haha..
Then ate at Ananas izzit.. Ya.. The $1.80 chicken rice.. It was quite nice actually but what had my stomach full was my favourite pepsi drink.. Hehe.. After eating went off to SSDC book my theory test.. The funny thing is i book it today at 5.55pm at 5.40pm.. Haha.. Just want to try my luck whether i can pass.. But sadly luck wasn't on my side.. Scored 43/50.. What the hell right.... Hmm...Thought of taking another test but lazy lorr.. :)
Went home after that then back tothe boring life of lappy & T.v.. Quite a short day today.. :)
LOVE LIFE..
Chatted with you yesterday.. Somehow i feel awkward.. Don't know why.. Maybe that you are attach or maybe theres something else.. It was fun chatting with you.. Knowing that you still miss me & love me.. Then went i wanted to end the conversation.. You cried when i say..
Me: Anything just beep me aytez.. You know that i'll be there for you..
Somehow you cried when i say that.. I was shock cause my intention was to make you happy but end up u breakdown.. Hmm.. You told me that i was still in your heart.. But when i ask about your BF you say that he also in your heart.. But i'm more to the special place.. Im really confuse.. If you really love me then why move on with another guy..
You really need some help.. Even though i still care & concern for you.. But you have someone to care for you.. To concern for you.. Your priority now is your BF not me.. If you really still care & concern about me.. Then you know what you should do.. Cause i don't like this type of love game.. Stay if you sincerely love me.. Leave if you think that you have doubt about my love towards you..
Cause all i know is that I'm sincere enough to love you.. I'm still single cause its not easy for me to move on with someone cause half of me is you.. If you really think that im going to be with someone soon.. Nah.. Cause i believe that deep inside you.. You know what you feel.. Whether you did the right thing or the wrong thing..
All i can say is that make the wise & right choice.. You still have me by your side.. As a friend.. A person who really knows you.. Who really care.. I'm just lost for words for now.. Just that im touch to see that im still part of you.. But don't make a fool of anyone please.. Be it me or your Bf or whoever..
P.S: Love only 1 not 2.. Then you can feel better.. :)
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