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Sunday, July 26, 2009 Y

Dear Cuddly
First of all this is my last entry for the week & i will be blogging again when i came back from my 1 week in-camp training reservist.. What a hassle.. But what to do.. I am to serve & protect my country.. :)
Nothing much to to on my weekends just slack at home both yesterday & today.. No plan & feeling damn bored to hell.. Watch south park & anime the whole day.. Wasting time in my room on my bedroom on the laptop.. Aiyo yo.. Ouh well maybe my life was meant to be miserable.. Huhu..
Emm.. What to write bout today.. Hmm.. Wake up watch south park & anime again for the past days then pack for my reservist tomorrow.. I misplace my swimming trunk.. How..?? Nevermind.. Maybe i'll be excuse.. Huahuahua.. Then out of nowhere Ily call me.. The usual.. Just both of us only knows.. :)
Accompany here to go buy some stuff.. First time sey Ily.. Hehe.. Im Impress.. Then went to FnS to ate some dessert with her.. I guess she's the last person i saw before i depart for my reservist for 1 week.. :)
After that back to the lappy again.. No life.. Aiyo yo.. Just waiting for the Liverpool game.. Then its time.. Watch the game & guess what.. Liverpool WON..!! woohoo.. As expected but sadly Gerrard wasnt there to play.. But atleast better then nothing.. :)
I guess thats about all for today.. You guys have to wait for me to come back which is on 1 August.. Then guess.. Its my BIRTHDAY..!!
P.S: I let you live your live but don't call me when you are in trouble cause i have done my part by advising you.. :)

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Friday, July 24, 2009 Y


My Luckt Kiss.. :)


Mr Bouncer.. Kwang3.. :)


Did i over do it??



Nice pose for me.. Kwang3.. :)




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Dear Cuddly
First of all i woke up late today.. Aiyo yo.. Not good.. Then rush bathing but didnt rush dressing up.. Hehe.. Have to be smart & neat when going to school.. :)
Reach school left only half an hour before the lesson ends.. Aiyo.. What to do. Late mah.. :)
After school went to cafe 1 to eat with my friends & o thought that Gf was going to tag along but instead she went with her friends.. Im fine with that.. :)
Then went to play soccer at Safra Tamp with my new soccer group.. :) thats about all i guess today.. Nothing much to write lorr..
When will you understand? all i ask for is just an understanding & not more then that & see what you gave me.. I am being patience more then what u expect.. All i ask for is a towel for goodness sake and you the cheek to say go & get it for yourself at your house.. Cool.. This is the type of Gf that makes me wonder is she serious in the relationship??
Your patience last only for awhile while you look at me.. Look at me really deep & see.. Who do i turn to when im down?? you?? me?? my friends?? Family?? If you are giving up please don't let me hanging on the tips.. If u want to continue please atleast talk with manners.. Courtesy & respect.. If its hard to do soo then maybe you are not mature like what you say you are..

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Thursday, July 23, 2009 Y

Dear Cuddly
Another day has pass and another pain of agony awaits.. It shows that you only last for the moment & not for the lifetime.. I can't say much now.. I let it be.. Let it be...
Today wokr up late then the usual.. then called Ms Ily to wake her up but still in lalaland as usual.. I wonder whats in there?? Maybe one day i hop into her dreams & see it for myself..:)
As usual.. Went to school alone nobody to accompany me & stuff.. Reach tamp inter & saw Zety & Elah queueing for the bus already.. Cool.. Lucky they are there.. Then came along Marissa with Azura, Mirah & last but not least Rohani.. :)
First lesson was the most important lesson for me & it is BPF.. A little bit of math here & there.. That is qhy it is important for me cause i sux at math big time.. Why..?? because i dont understand the question wants.. Aiyo yo..
Second lesson was BEO.. Nothing much lorr.. But i got my mark for the previous test & is was not up to my standard.. I really need to study for this term cause if not then there will be no H.Nitec for me.. :(
Third lesson was POA.. Only an hour of it still nothing much to say just that got irritated or annoyed by Ily & Liza cause they just got to know that i have a ticklish body & they cant stop tickling me.. Aiyo yo.. Cant concentrate on what the lecturer is talking about.. Please stop tickling me guys.. :)
Then came the main event of today.. The High Element thingy.. Sort of self confidence or team building fot my class & myself.. It was fun while doing it cause the height was like 3 storey high.. It was soo scary doing it.. Had to help someone through the course. Hehe.. One thing i learn about this course it that.. Just CHONG..!! Haha..
Then after school meet up with my second sister at causeway point.. Just taking a stroll then ate at Banquet with her just to catch up on things & stuff.. After causeway went to my dad house cause she wants to use to lappy.. I was sleeping then.. My body & mind are really tired of the stuff that i had to take everyday.. I hope someday that you realise it..
P.S: You only last for a moment when it was meant for a lifetime.. Back to your oldself.. More enduring for me then you expected..

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Tuesday, July 21, 2009 Y

Dear Cuddly

Everything has been going smoothly between me & her.. Hopefully that isstay this way & won't be any quarrel.. Atleast for now.. Haha.. Emm.. Im doing fine and great now.. Been being & feeling myself lately.. The Smiles.. The Laughter & etc..

She has change alot.. Amazingly alot.. It Wow me & me of cause.. Hehe.. Well.. Just love her now then ever.. Kwang.. Kwang.. Kwang.. :)

Well.. About today.. Nothing much to say.. Just the same day as ever.. Morning have to wake Ily from her lalaland.. Hehe.. Just what is she dreaming until its hard for her to wake up.. Well.. Only she knows.. :)

Then went to school alone.. Where's Ily.. Aiyo yo.. Sleeping lorr.. Hehe.. Reach tamp inter & i thought that i was the late comer.. So there was later then me.. Aiyo yo.. PUNCTUALITY GUYS..!!! Then came mr Raimi & Nabilah.. Went off to school just the three of us.. :)

The first lesson of the day was BEG.. Dont ask me.. Find out youself.. *Winks* Had a practical lesson today.. Learn about skin care & then come the practical.. Im telling you.. It is hard work.. Have to apply facial wash then scrubs & mask after that.. Too bad no picture.. The mask was so biting lorr.. Then wash it and add on moisturizer.. & my face looks.. The same.. Durh.. HEhe..

After BEG was BEO.. Teacher was on MC.. Hope you get well soon ya Ms Linda.. nothing much.. Just do the boring question that is damn easy.. Ouh well.. Maybe i was born a office expert or something.. :)

After school went home straight.. Gf wanted me to tag along with her go eighteen chef to eat.. But nah.. SAVE MONEY..!! Hehe.. Went home straight & about 10 to 15min im in lalaland ready.. Haha.. Damn sleepy lorr.. Aiyo yo..

Thats about all i guess today.. :) toodles.. Smile always.. Its the way to the heart.. If you know what i mean guys.. :)

P.S: Hope to spend time with you.. Even though i finish early.. Mish u.. :) & my friends... Please.. Please Be PUNTUAl..!! I want you to pass this term ok.. :)

Cuddly Quote Of The Day: : "To Know You.. You Need To Understand You.."

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Sunday, July 19, 2009 Y

Dear ME..

How long am i going to hold on..?? am i holding on too long or it is just that i love her soo much that i can't bear to leave her.. I am finding the answer that is impossible to find, but i am going to try and find it no matter what..

I am fighting.. Not physically but mentally.. Its painfull.. Its Hurting.. Its Unbearable.. Its out of control sooner or later. It keep building up than going away. Everyday life is like a everyday struggle to me.. My Family.. My Friends.. My love One.. My Siblings.. Is the burden on my shoulder that heavy??

Nobody knows how i feel inside.. Never will.. Is my heart going to explode by the pain that i have hold on since young.. Since i keep being patient.. What is the cure to my sickness??

I can only turn to myself since i don't want to trouble the people around me.. Will my shoulder be lighter?? Im doing my best to hold on.. But im at the edge of my finger tips..

Well.. I Hope that im not going to be insane.. :)

About today.. Nothing much to do.. Just do house chores then bath.. After bath went to a wedding thingy few blocks away from my house with my dad.. Then thats about all.. :)

P.s: MY Friends.. My GF.. My Family.. My Surrouding.. I need your help.. I cant do it on my own..

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Tuesday, July 7, 2009 Y

Hey.. Guys.. Today is my story..

2nd day of my school week.. And i have to reach school at 8.. Means i have to wake up early.. Bath early.. Aiyo yo.. Well.. What to do.. Have to prove myself that i am not just plain dumb but smart dumb.. Hehe..

Reach school with the sleepy face then first lesson was BEG.. Something about grooming stuff.. Hehe.. The lesson was very interesting cause it was conducted by a very fun teacher that is Ms Irene Choong.. She is so funny that make the class interesting.. :)

Then the second lesson was BEO.. Event Organisation.. BLa.. Bla Bla.. very early day that ended early.. School end at 12 then went to interchange to accompany friends.. Met GF for awhile.. Even though its awhile its something that make me smile.. :)

Went home after that.. then guess what did i do.. SLEEP..!! Damn tired lorr..

I know its a boring day but what to do..

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Wednesday, July 1, 2009 Y

Hey.. Hey.. Hey.. Holiday is going to be over soon and i can't wait to see my friends again.. Muahaha..

Well.. Well.. Well.. Today full of walking and searching for me & my GF because we were looking to buy my new shoes..

So we went to town Faiz Plaza to survey the nicest shoe there is for me.. Then after the long walk around the plaza.. Our stomach were making sound.. Guess what.. We were hungry lorr aiyo yo.. Then went to eat at Cahaya Foodcourt.. I wanted to eat at Subway but GF wanted to eat mee.. So have to give in lorr.. If not the horn will come out.. haha... After eating we were to meet up with seri & Ila at City Hall..

At City Hall.. We went to Suntec City still surveying my shoe.. But not there.. Sad.. Sad.. But later GF wanted to go Donut Factory to buy what else.. DONUT.. Durh.. From Suntec City we went to Peninsular Plaza meet up with Ila BF then survey around the Peninsular Plaza i don't know how many times.. Still not there..

Then Seri, Ila & Ila BF were hungry that they wanted to eat KFC.. So i suggested that we go Faiz Plaza & eat since that there is alot to eat there.. Then they agreed.. Reach Faiz already.. The 3 of them went on to eat while me & my Gf went to this shop to look at the shoe that i aim for.. Then bought it lorr Haha.. It is not much or a design.. But just plain black shoe.. But the material is wonderful..

K lorr.. Lazy to write ready.. kwang3.. Toodles..

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Nur Aidil Hutabarat
Known as Cuddly Buddy, Freakyemo or Smiley
Singaporean/Indonesian