Hey.. Yall.. Cuddly Here.. Hehe..

Today.. Hmm.. Whats so not good about today is just another boring day.. Whats so good about today is, i got to meet my friends. Hehe.. I love my friends & her.. Hehe..

Today.. What did i do.. hmm.. Ouh ya.. Guess what.. I woke up late today for the first time in my life that i woke up late. Supposedly to go out from my house at 8.15, but woke up at 8.20.. Late ryte. i know.. All were in a rush.. Bathing.. Setting up bed.. etc.. But guess what again.. I wasnt late for school.. Haha.. early 15min, wth! i know. Still got time to go toilet to set my hair. Hehe.. must look smart with my mohawk hair..

Hmm.. Didnt do much today.. Just that i forget to bring my wallet.. Feeling damn hungry. Feels like eating all my friends.. Haha.. No la.. I won't eat them. Maybe i bbq them.. MUAHAHA..

Good thing is that today i get to go home early.. WOohoo.. Not like yesterday. Damn late. tsk3.. Then got stress editing my blog... But manage it though.. Hehe.. Now feeling a little bit sleepy.. think going to doze off soon..

Hey.. Hoo... Sorry yesterday didnt blog.. Bla Bla Bla..

Well.. Today is the first day of school since the long & long weekends.. Meet all my classmates.. Mish them soo much.. hehe.. Nothing much to do lorr at school.. Just lesson.. Lesson & more lesson.. Bored i tell ya.. But what to do.. Future ryte.. Hehe..

Then met her.. Missing her since.. Smile all i can say when i saw her.. So happy maybe.. Because she is still in a haywire.. Don't know whats wrong with her.. Maybe depress of something.. Well, just take care yourself aytes..

Went home with her.. Waited about 1hr. Not long lorr. Use to it already. Hehe.. Then go library drop book. Bla Bla Bla.. Went her house to eat a add new psp game(Dj Max 3) my favourite.. Hehe..

Damn tired lorr.. Reach home at 11.15.. Then got to help with my aunt with something. By the time im quarter dead ready.. Guess that all for today ya..

Cuddly Buddy always says.. SMILE always.. HEhe.. Toodles

HEy.. yall.. Cuddly here



What a tiring day today & not forgetting emo day.. Haiz.. Well.. went to bbq at Changi Beach with my dad, Sis & her soul with me.. Take 969.. Damn crowded with chinese.. as if im in china or something. Hehe..



Reach at tampines interchange. reminded me of the path or walkway we walk together. feeling a little bit emo. Still can hang on. Go to MC ate some fries & drank my favourite drink STRAWBERRY milkshake.. While waiting for abg zain to fetch us..



When he arrive. i can't believe my eyes. his car is damn hot. the interior is damn cool. i feel like driving it.. tapi tk lepas. hehe.. He drive damn fast. i love it.. wish i can ride with him again. reach changi beach.. The wind so damn strong & cold. i forgot to bring my sweater..



Sat at the rock alone. thinking & thinking & keep on thinking about her.. feeling damn emo now.. like shouting.. but can't. Later people think im crazy or something. Hehe. Had some fun & game. Bored..

Guess What. She message me.. I feel relief.. Damn relief.. happy.. Bla Bla Bla. reach home. tired & sleepy.. Still loving u baby.. Hehe..

HEy.. Its me aidil here..

Having problem with my gf. i don't know what to do.. She wanted a time out or a break up. i feel lonely without her. i feel insecure without her. i feel sad without her.. all this while.. my life has got to be with her.. i will only love her & only her. :(

Shes like my heart.. without her i can't beat. Shes like my air.. without her i can't breath. Shes like my mind. Without her i cant think. Shes like my soul. Without her i cant find myself. She is like my life. my heart. my soul. My wife :(

I can't even sleep last night. thinking bout her. what is she thinking. is she fine. i don't even want to think about myself animore. all i know my mind right now is thinking bout her. Haiz.. why does is have to be this way. Been listening to sum 41 song WITH ME. even though it is sad. it remind me of her eyes. her smile. her face. her touch. her laughter..

I dont know what else to do. its like i lost my life. lost everything. Siti Nuryurhaynis. i will always love u. my heart is open only for u. tc.