Monday, September 7, 2009 Y
Dear Me
Guys guys.. Im really sorry for not updating my blog up to date but this past few weeks was busy with school stuff & life..
As usual for the malays or muslim.. Have to wake up early for break-fast then some might continue sleeping & some might pray & some might do what is on their mind.. :)
Went to school as per normal.. Alone cause some of my friends left me behind cause i was late by a few minutes.. But what the hell.. Hehe..
Reach to school first thing that came to my mind was is she in school.. Just cant face her dont know why.. dont care..
Actually nothing much to write today.. so i just brag about my love life.. Hmm..
I really cant accept what you did to me.. Toyed with my feelings.. Played with my life etc.. But still i really appreciate you all this time for taking care of me during the 2 years relationship.. Now i guess you are happily living your life in your own rule in your own world..
For me to move on it would take not just me to do it alone.. I need confidence.. Help.. Perseverance.. Pressure.. Etc.. But i dont think i can move on that easily cause i do still care for you.. But im not sure if you do care for me.. Hmm.. Why care for the girl who are not interested in me anymore.. Want to know the answer.. Pure love towards her.. But what the hell... Hehe..
Hmm.. Ouh well.. thats about all.. Toodles.. :)
P.S: My Smiles are slowly coming back.. :)
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