Sunday, August 30, 2009 Y
Dear Me..
First of all sorry guys for not updating my blogs for the past emm few weeks or months.. Been busy with study & how to cope in life..
Life has been miserable for me.. How am i suppose to live or concentrate on things when you are not here with me.. Why can't you get it that the only person i love is you & no other person then you will i love.. Why can't u seems to see that my love & my passion towards you are honest & sincere..
Why do you always jump to conclusion.. Why don't you sit & talk like an adult when solving problems.. Why do you have to follow your feelings when you know that its not true.. Why.. Why..
There are alot of question on my mind running everyday.. It keep on thinking & thinking until it will stop thinking that is when i know im no longer needed.. You make a fuss just because i chatted with my ex.. You make me feels useless just because i chatted with my ex..
How blinded you are by hatred or by what you feels until you forgot to see that my heart.. My feelings towards you are true & not just words.. Sometime i think to myself.. Are your love towards me that low until you can let me go just like that.. When you say your love towards me are.. Forget it..
Where were you when i need you.. How am i suppose to let out this feelings when i know that you are the only one i can let it out.. I can show what i feels inside.. what i really really am inside.. To you i am nothing just a stepping stone.. But to me you are my future.......
P.S: Someone please snap the hell out of me.............
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10:05 AM
