Sunday, August 2, 2009 Y
Dear Aidil,
Today was the painful & yet hardest day & part of my life.. I let my the person closest to me her freedom.. Haish.. Its hard for me to do it but i have to because of the words that nail it & can't be forgiven.. This is why i say watch what you or we say..
I have to move on but the memories will still stain my mind be it good or bad i still find it cherishable.. I only hope that you are fine with your life & we can talk as usual & you bare no grudges against me.. Like what i told you.. Before we were friends.. We were stranger.. Before we were lovers.. We were Friends..
Im really really sorry that i have to let you go.. Im deeply soo.. But i know that you can't accept my apology.. I hope that bygone be bygone.. I know its hard but atleast i know that you are no stranger to me..
I can see that you are holding on to your tears just now when we last met.. I just wish that you can let it out on me.. Your last anger.. Your last jealousy etc.. Don't blame youtself that our realtionship fail.. Its all my fault & only me.. Not you ok..
Yesterday was the best time well spent with you even though some of the way you were mad of some picture of my friends or god-sister are in my ipod.. I tried my best to make it worthwhile but you won't let me.. I hope this separation open your eyes.. If is doesnt then i hope someone will..
Thats all for today.. Want to coninue being myself..
P.S: Song for you are not meant to sing.. Tc is all i can say..
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4:30 AM
