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Sunday, July 3, 2011 Y

Hey

Can you hear my hear just crack? Can you heart the despair that is flowing through it? i guess not cause even when i'm going low as to kill my own feelings for you.. Make you happy when im down.. Smile for you when deep inside it's slowly building up.. you still won't know what i'm trying to do..

My words are a piace of advie and not for shooting you or making you feel sad.. it was suppose to make you realise and choose the right path.. But different people have different way of thinking cause that's how they are.. I think i'm going to burst sooner or later if this continues and i'm sure you will also say you will too..

What i have done will go down the drain and wash away what we had back then and bring fourth strangers between us..

Just a glimpse of you is what i need or wanted but you're scared to trust me.. Your voice makes my heart warm but now it makes it blacker.. Where is your sweetness.. I'm really out of words to say.. My heart will stop beating if this continues and i hope that you will find a person that is better than me cause i don't think i'm good enough for you..

I'm just a boy with potential but a potential to make you fall and suffer in despair.. Before it's too late.. would like to say i'm sorry for what i have done.. and even soo you will say i have heard that more than once.. Haish.. I really am..

04/07/11

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Him ...



Nur Aidil Hutabarat
Known as Cuddly Buddy, Freakyemo or Smiley
Singaporean/Indonesian